here's a sad story...atleast for me

i dont tell many folks ...but my mom had a lumpectomy..and radition that followed..for the past 5years she has had to take some kind of medicine that you get after radiation treatments/cancer..well about 2 months ago after all her check-up's she was able to throw away the medicine that she has relied on for 5 years because she has been cancer free...

happy times on the home front,

in the mean time she was diagnosed with emphysema. she was a smoker for 1/2 of my life.she gave it up about 15years ago and this came outta nowhere..who would think that would pop up after 15 years of non-smoking...

now onto my dad,,

he had isolated single cell caricnoma. which is supposed to be very bad. he only had it in his lypmhnodes.(which is supposedly extremly bad because your lypmnodes filter out the bad [censored])meaning it was probably somewhere else...well after 29 chemo treatments he has been cancer free for 1.5years


been a rough few years arond here.
Sorry to hear Vance that cancer has no remorse of guilt. I have had my nodes removed and paid for 7 weeks now with chemo 5 days a week, but this next week is my last!!
Rainwalker is making me a new leather sheath for my SS-4 and should be done around that time as well.
That will push my joy over the edge!!

my advice keep you head up p0p and you will rise above it.im sure you have a strong family & friend support system that will allow you to overcome this..





***VANCE'S longest post anywhere. im sorry to bore ya'll but i need to let this go & HOPEFULLY p0p will get some inspiration..because you can overcome***