If I were a mental health expert, I'd say you need therapy, Bushman. But since I am only a 61 year old Viet Nam vet, I say, "Go for it". Sounds like some things I did in my youth, like discreet night hunting. <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/grin.gif" alt="" />
On another thread Magnum22 was mentioning Maslow, a mental health expert if there ever was one.
So think of it as a peak experience.
On a wet, dark, wooded peak.