yeah,tell me about it.i dont know the exact difference between a recession and depression fiscally speaking but i know what a depression is when i'm living it.

i couldnt even think about grabbing the HG-55 even if i did like it and i couldnt get the muk either and probably wont be able to get anything busse kin for a long time.actually i've sold 50% of my knives in the last month or so.

i got what i call a 50% or "half lay-off" recently where i went from full-time to part time and its looking permanent.honestly i'm scared crap less.[censored] near hopeless.as long as i can scrape enough together foe my tequila i can get out of bed every day but thats only after laying there forever staring at the ceiling first for an hour or two.

i know i'm junior in age to many here but i dont like the idea of going to school at 29 and switching careers.

knives where a luxury for me but thats in the past.i doubt i'll be going to BLADE this year either.

boo-hoo,i'll shut up now.