I am sorry to have dropped this on yalls doorstep but as I have said in previous posts I feel like part of the team and I just need to talk, and I would be here for ANY of you should you need ears to listen. I can HONESTLY say that the worst kind of pain there is,is knowing the ones you love most in this world are in so much pain and there is NOTHING you can do to stop it. My parents bought a second house last week in VA Beach and upon my parents return back home to NY my mother received a call half way through their trip that their dog had suddenly without warning passed away. I have been talking non stop to both my parents but it is killing me to hear my Mother and Father in such utter sorrow that its killing me. They have been there for me through all my decisions both good and bad , they have ALWAYS been there when I needed them most and its breaking me that I cannot be there to help them. I have seen my Father cry twice in my 34 years of being on this earth but I have heard him cry more in the last 3 days than I EVER thought I would if he lived to be 100. The things that he says when I speak to him, I can FEEL what he his feeling because even though I am 700+ miles away its like I am right there with him. My Mother has not stopped crying since this happened and I talk to her the most. I could not even imagine how they feel. I feel so terrible, I feel so sorrowful hearing my Father cry. I hate this feeling and this is one of the few places I feel comfortable enough to talk as I have 4 children and I will not let them see me like this so while they are at school I can talk freely. Daddy is supposed to be the strong one right? Some people do not understand what it means to have a dog but my parents have given every dog they have ever brought into our family a better home than they give for themselves. Our dog were ALWAYS treated like family TRUUUUE family. I am sorry if I am rambling Its just killing me to know that I cannot help 2 of the most important people in my life get through this terrible situation when they have ALWAYS been there for me.