today was the first day I can rememeber I did not spend most of my day looking working at the computer. instead I found that just pacing whereever i was allowed me time to focus on the life of my brother and appreciate the love that I felt for him.
it was a beautiful day for his passing!
did manage to get one piece of work done today. I setup theshirtsupply.com... had decided days ago to set this up on the 15th with reasons I can't put a finger on. I just would not let myself do it before. I'm really glad I waited as it is a proper marker for the efforts we put forth over the years.
I'm just thankful for everything he brought to my life. defined the idea of kindred spirit and I'm proud of the way he lived his life!
thank you guys!