Thanks guys. Funny thing is that a person tries to keep a certain state of mind--mine has always been never to give in. Concedo Nulli is tatted on my leg because of its meaning, think of the cartoon of the frog in the storks mouth but with his hands around the storks throat, I just don't give in. I will say that a person can get down, and I mean to the lowest depths of thoughts but there is something inside that makes us keep going--not sure what that is, but we keep going. There have been days I want to just give it up, for a few minutes, then I realize that I have a duty to my family and friends--and it MAY get better so suck it up and keep going. I try to get by here now and then to see what is going on and I have to say I have REALLY missed my family here. I will try and do better about posting now and then to let ya'll know I am still kicking and alive!

Long Live The Yard!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!