I'm really sorry your going through this bro. You've talked about it before (a little) and I gathered you were a dedicated, motivated asset to the system, helping people out who really needed it, you've done it here!
What can you do right! You'll move on, and be an asset and a good thing somewhere else, anyplace, any position/job would be lucky to have you Jer.
Lets start our (your) own big house bro! (bad women of course) you could be number one, me and the rest of the dawgs will be number two's (get the pun!) and we'll do some world shaking!