"im so ashamed...shame...shame. about the dirty things you do to me. but i wont complain...plain...plane. cause im so afraid you're gonna leave. i hear you like my pretty dress. and i hear you caused that pretty mess. and i ask you, can you feel me? love, love - im taking back whats mine. i cant believe we missed our time. im taking back whats mine. cause its my time everytime. and im still ashamed...shame...shamed... about the fuc**** things you do to me. and id change my face, my name. but im still afraid you're gonna leave. and i hear you like my pretty dress. and i hear you loved that pretty mess. and i ask you, did you hear me... love, love - im taking back whats mine. i cant believe we missed our time. im giving up this life. and i did it for the love." -recon seed

its a song by a rock band from NYC called "Alston." the song is about a girl who weighs leaving a relationship that is bad and this is her final say on it. i always thought that it was an amazing song and if you havent heard it, i have uploaded it for you all. download it for free and let me know what you guys think... it has this ring to it that just reeks of raiding a village in the dark of night with your platoon...

also, the name "recon seed" means something else to me. as many know, im about to be a 2LT in the active army and recon is my favorite mission to run with my platoon. hence the "recon" name. the "seed" part is totally void of military jargon but i like the word because a seed is the first thing that is sewn in hopes of something evolving and blossoming into something beautiful. so, recon-seed. my favorite mission and the thing that starts something beautiful or ugly. a stark dichotomy exists therein. there you have it boys. HERE is "recon seed" for download fellas. please let me know what ya think!