Ryan, I echo everything all the other dogs have said. Patty I are praying people (even though I don't act it at times) and you are in our thoughts and prayers along with all the dogs here that are in need, which is all of us, at least from time to time.

No matter WHAT the outcome, try and stay as positive as you can and it will be better for you than just curling up inside your own mind and not sharing your live with others. This is easy to say, yet very hard to implement, yet it is worth striving for.

Best of luck and prayers my friend.