The older I get the more I am discussed with society and the increasing amounts of selfish action and blind hatred for a fellow human. I have always been kind to others regardless if I know them or not, I was raised to be kind to others and treat them as I would like to be treated but unfortunately I am in the minority with that one.
At one time I gave people the benefit of doubt but anymore it seems that will only backfire or break your heart.
Jason, I'm not sure if it is life or love that is bothering you. But I assure you I work with some sorry people. I work with a few good ones too. Everytime I see a dirtbag working there way to the top through lies, or stealing other peoples work, I get mad.
Just the other day my wife was saying I was too nice and couldn't understand why such bad people that treated me like poop keep get everything handed to them. I told her that no matter how bad people our that I have to do the right thing because that is who I am. I have to work hard and I have to be honest.
Its hard most days and really hard the rest. But i promise if you stick to your guns and do the right thing. THey can never take that away from you. Take the high road my friend no matter how tough and you will know that you are the one in the right. You might be miserable or have your heart ripped out. But I can gaurantee that adding the shame that comes with selling out who you are will only make things ten times worse.
I'm here and so are many others if you need to vent amigo. I'll say it again stay true to your self. I doubt we are the last two good men on earth and while I think that good men are not as common as they used to be. There are still many people out there that know whats right.