Just to add: a great substitute for Ativan or Xanax for anxiety is a MOAD and a KDSH!! I just spent an hour in my back "yard" chopping and throwing. Man I love both of those releases!

Also, I ordered some INFI and some ELMAX. I couldn't decide on color for the NMFSH, so I ordered my top 5 choices. What can I say?.. I'm a sucker for Steel Hearts. Can I afford them? Absolutely not! I always find a way though.

Honestly, if it not been the night prior to my surgery, I would probably not have ordered so much steel. No Regrets!!