I know what you are saying MB. I was sorta the same way, but I was just so tired and burned out I KNEW it was time to call it quits. I wanted go to until the November election this year to see the Sheriff through this term but I just had to get out. It was telling on my and In that job getting forgetful or making the wrong decisions, as you know, can be dangerous. It was the right decision and the right time for me.