actually the exact same thing happened to me. I wouldve done myself a favor to has smashed it into a bunch of stuff the second I got it.

my advice. go home, take it outside, and beat the tar out of something with it. put it back in the safe and repeat whenever you get the urge.

everything I have now are meant to be users. a couple still haven't quite been used yet but they are to be users in my mind. dont want that grey area again because those don't feel quite right being around.